금요일, 5월 30, 2008
난 괜찮아..
이렇게 새각했으면 곧 나아질 수 있을까?
끝이 아니라서..
아니..
이 끝이 없는 길을 혼자서도 계속 걸어야겠다.
일요일, 5월 25, 2008
Ehh the editing has to be done really slowly cos of lack of time.
Anyway i welcome any constructive comments especially about font size and width etc..
And does anyone has any ideas how to embed the imeem player? I like that but it doesnt work when i tried it..argh.
왜 시간이 이렇게 없는데.. 짜증나!!
[황진이] 계속 보기도 안 돼.. 마치지 않으면 내 마음 아마 참을 수 없는 거같다. ㅠㅠ
금요일, 5월 23, 2008
First off, I just did the jap perm this morning~ Heh ok wasnt half as bad as i was expecting. Cos i did hear people perming and rebonding it the next day as the effects were horrible. So it was largely with some reluctance that i agreed to do the jap perm. But the best of all, my mum paid for it. HA.
Okie gonna change the blogskin cos i finally found one that was to my liking. But guess i wun have time to finish editing it by today so have to brush it up bit by bit.
What else.. Ahh yesterday was quite amusing cos eunjun (EJ) has to go over to bukit timah at 4-5plus every thursday so i didnt have the chance to clarify it with him but apparently the small ger who is very close to him (the one that sticks to him like glue) revealed that ej actually has a gf in the same church and she's gonna start lessons at readingtown too. Lol. I shall have a new friend soon then, provided her info is reliable. XD.
And the day before on wednesday i was pleasantly taken aback when mr choi came in to ask, "Do you know minky..and minwook?" When i first heard 'minky' i was trying to rack my brains was it some current student at RT that i taught but nope, its actually the gers i used to have for tuition! Heh they went to bukit timah and requested to be in my class on saturday. Is that affinity? Lol. But i do miss the both of them..
Made up my mind not to be dumb..
한 사람을 위해 살고 싶지만
그 사람뿐을 위해 살고 싶지 않아..
월요일, 5월 19, 2008
Bought my Shinhwa #10 Anniversary album cum photobook edition yesterday and was touched by what each member wrote inside, especially minwoo's last two lines..
In order,
Eric:
10년동안 저를 지켜주신 하나님.. 가족들.. 멤버들..
SM, GOOD, TOP Class 식구들..
현장의 많은 스탭분들
그리고 당신
너무 고맙습니다.
항상 당신을 위해 기도합니다.
사랑합니다.
Hyesung:
10년..
지금까지 숨차게 달려왔는데
가끔 뒤는 돌아 봤는지..
또 어떤 길을 달려왔는지..
이런 저런 생각을 하게 되네요
지나왔던 시간보다 더 나아갈 시간을 위해
힘차게 달려갈 저의모습 지켜봐주세요
그 길에는 우리 신화 멤버들..
그리고 여로분들이 함께 있을꺼라 믿을께요
사랑합니다.
Minwoo:
10년을 함께 지내온 팬.. 그리고 형제보다 진한 맴버들..
오로지 음악만을 할수 있게 믿어준 내 지난 10년을..
진정으로 사랑한다고 고맙다고 말을 전하고 싶다.
잊을수 없을꺼야.. 난 다시 태어나도..
신화로 태어난다..
Andy:
신화를 창조한 여러분의 사랑..
그리고 앞으로도 여전히 신화로 함께 할 형들.. 모두 I love U~
10년이라는 시간 동안 '신화'로 함께 할 수 있게 해 주신 모든분께 감사드립니다.
Dongwan:
10년이란 시간이 생각보다 그리 길진 않네요.
하지만 그 시간동안 얻은것들은 너무나 많습니다.
여로분이 보내준 사랑에 비해 늘 모자란 보답을 하는게 항상 미안했어요.
앞으로 10년 동안은 좀 더 풍성하게 보답할께요~! 사랑해요~ 신화창조!
Junjin:
10년동안 사랑해준 신화팬 여러분.. 늘 감사하고 사랑해요
부모님, 우리 가족, 그리고 할머니~
건강하시구 오래오래 사셔서 항상 곁에서 계속 지켜봐주세요.
저를 위해 지금껏 이끌어준 이제는 가족처럼 소중한 신화맴버..
영원히 사랑합니다.
비록 여기에 일일히 나열하지 못한
제 주위 모든 형, 동생, 친구, 주위 스탭분들..
고마운 마음은 항상 마음속에 한결 같아요..
앞으로도 노력하는 모습 보여드릴께요
감사합니다.
Spent 15 minutes typing all this and i even left out these lengthy parts in junjin and dongwan's speech where they thanked individual people. Erm including lee soo man. Eh?
I know one should learn to be grateful but considering the supposedly fatherly figure they had always thought of nearly squashed their future without any qualms (like *ahem* what happened to kangta, heejun n JTL *cough*) i hardly think he deserves to be thanked. Everyone hates his guts but yes, this just goes to show how influential our father lee is. Oh well.
The sole thing that renders any gratitude on my part is only the fact that he did discover h.o.t, shinhwa, fly to the sky, dbsk and suju. But i would certainly be more than glad to add to that, if only he treated them in a more decent manner. I just hope against all odds that dbsk and suju dun tread the same path in the future..
I am obsessed with 장근석 these days. LOl. With the exception of jae, he's just the kind of guy i want. Heh and i mean in person, not just onscreen.
I love his smile!
Oh and it was amusing how T.O.P and kibum admitted openly that they both go for older women. Kibum even once dated a woman 9 years his senior! *shocked* Although the words are yet to tumble out of jae's mouth but we all know that he belongs to the same category huh. Welcome to the club~! Lol.
ps/ i hope 장근석 becomes a member too..xDD
일요일, 5월 18, 2008
Heh couldnt resist putting up the pics of these cuties. N i dun mean just the babies. ^^ Teukkie's new hairdo is gorgeous! Anyway the bois (together with sungmin and heechul) were playing daddies to these orphaned babies at the Dong-bang welfare center in Seodaemun to celebrate their first birthday. Poor kids~ How can anyone bear to give up such adorable children..?Hmm been trying to finish up my [hwangjini] recently and I really really have half the mind to stop watching it after the 9th episode. The flashbacks and every other minor thing that serves to remind me of eunho are just killing me. Argh.
The PD should just change the OST and not continue to reuse it!! Dang.
오즉여, 여즉오, 나는 너고, 너는 나라
백년 천년 변치 않을 약조,
그 아름다운 약조를 내 너에게 주마
백년 천년 변치 않을 약조,
그 아름다운 약조를 내 너에게 주마
The promise that Eunho gave to Jini, yet failed to abide by it til the very end..
I can even clearly recall his voice/tone as he said this. Did I ever mention that jang geuk suk has such a charismatic voice for his age? Especially when he goes all emo..even as chang hwe.
And my favourite flashback was when jini was ostracised by the other dancers in the middle of a performance before promptly launching into a solo crane dance with this on her mind: 'The happiness i had once felt dancing before you.. The feeling suddenly came back to me again. So I hope to dedicate this dance to you.. ' She had originally given up dancing for four years since Eunho's death as he had once asked her if it was possible she stopped dancing for other people because it was too beautiful.
I swear the sheer utterance of his name brought tears to my eyes.
I declare this show as the 3rd most heartbreaking drama i had watched so far. Well not in any particular order, but [alcohol land] and [fashion 70s] were the other two that were painful too. At least to me. Been on an emotional streak cos of the show these days that even [time of dog and wolf] seemed pretty depressing to me.
The worst thing is that after jang geun suk, i have to deal with kim jae won again. Ok i know hwangjini led a sad gisaeng life but still.. This is too much to bear! ㅠㅠ
Hmm with the exception of Saturday, life remains slack over at paya lebar during the rest of the week. And I am clearly under the impression that eunjun might be 'over-filtering' my students. Lol. Last week me and aneeta were waiting for our students to come and mine came first so i was like kinda half-grumbling, half-whining to eunjun that I didnt want class. I mean i said it for fun but he promptly grinned at me, said ok and went to exchange folders with aneeta! I was super surprised considering aneeta had an earlier class too while i din.
I appreciate his kindness but sometimes mr choi will look in and he kinda seems grumpy to see teachers with no class. So i feel abit paiseh.. And while I have many regular students with me at bukit timah including those who requested for me, it makes me seem rather 'unpopular' here, due to the lack of similar requests. But honestly speaking, I hardly see more than 6 students per day, not to mention to have enough time to strike up a rapport with each of them. I just need time k.
Ok and i have to admit that to other people, it appears I am on too good terms with eunjun, so he's always letting me slack. I have nothing to say if you have to think along that line but i trust eunjun to be more sensible than that and wun go too overboard with it (on the assumption that he IS really helping me). In any case, he's the more serious one during work.
Anyway i have finally received my acceptance email to yonsei university. Mixed emotions about this but right now its more of a consolation rather than anything else..
금요일, 5월 09, 2008
Finally recalled what i had wanted to blog about yesterday.
Took a cab to paya the day before cos i was running late for work and the cab uncle actually said i was 'lovable'. [-_______-]"'
I think i have a strange affinity with cab uncles.
Everytime i take cab somehow i will meet a super friendly uncle who chatters incessantly with me. Do i honestly attract uncles? I rather not.. unless they charge me cheaper. Ha.
Previously i had one who insisted in slipping me a piece of paper with his contacts cos he asked me if i could be his children's tutor. Apparently he must have thought highly of me since i was going to Etonhouse (where readingtown is). Think etonhouse is kinda prestigious or something cos i heard their school fees cost a bomb even for nursery level. Duh.
Anyway i will be flying to Perth again from 1 to 6 june. Will be staying at a different farmhouse this time. Ha yeah i have a penchant for farmhouses. Hope i get to ride a horse this time though cos it looks real fun. Keke.
Ha been further exploring my cyworld recently and the photo functions/effects are so much better than blogger's~ Eunjun even told me that you can record your voice down at noraebangs in korea and they can let you upload to your cyworld. Ok that is abit farfetched and i have no intention of recording my own voice..Lol. But it will be good if you wanna record other people's voice. ㅋㅋ
Okie been trying to organise my photos in my comp and i realised i havent blogged about my hongkong trip since march. Oops. Anyway my favourite photo among all~ But we went to disneyland quite late so i didnt have the chance to find Mickey!! Argh.
Actually the interior kinda reminded me of everland.. Pretty similar.
Ha ok. LAzy to upload the rest. Somebody should suggest to blogger that they should adopt the photo functions of cyworld!! So much more user-friendly than this..
목요일, 5월 08, 2008
Lol the only vocabulary that i can recall now from all those that eunjun gave me yesterday is 바퀴벌레. i.e. Cockroach.
Ehh its an important keyword since we might need to indicate the presence of one if unfortunately there happens to be one in my hostel/apartment/dorm next time. Ha. Crap.
There was something i distinctly remember i wanted to blog about but yet it slipped my mind again. Kaywee is right. My memory seems to be going downhill recently. Haha ok not that recently. Anyway, life at readingtown is pretty stagnant these 2 weeks due to the local examinations. Been spending more time slacking than having actual lessons. Which is wonderful~ LOl. Just that i get too bored at times. Luckily eunjun is there to entertain me most of the time too.
Feel like after i started working i seldom get to meet my friends. In fact i reckon i only talk to 3 people on a regular basis. Eunjun, kaywee and hy. Abit pathetic but at least better than nothing.
Darn i keep yawning.
화요일, 5월 06, 2008
[ 날아라 종이 비행기~~~~^^
오늘 한국은 어린이 날이에요^^
좋은 하루 보내길 바래요 ]
Inho just gave me a paper aeroplane yesterday as children's day present for my cyworld. Lol.
Anyway yesterday was Children's Day and in korea it is a public holiday! Cos apparently its important enough since parents have to be free to bring their kids out to play. Geez. Ironically, Parents' Day which follows 3 days later is NOT a public holiday. *raises an eyebrow*
Hmm nothing much to blog about 'cept that I have just sent my application to yonsei university these few days so i am keeping my fingers crossed. Not just for myself but also for angel n rachel.. ha and i have been psycho-ing my friends to come and visit me while i am there. Eh free guide leh. Lol. And im determined to stay in korea til i see snow.
*yawnz*
I am bored.
일요일, 5월 04, 2008
Just feel like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz every single moment of every single day.
My life needs a stabiliser shot..
금요일, 5월 02, 2008
힘내요..
지금이 전부가 아니라는거 알잖아요.
당신 삶의 가장 좋은것은 아직 오지 않았어요..
Credits from: komusin.pe.kr
Heh had my first free lunch at kyochan's house just now and abit paiseh cos his mum kept talking to me in a mixture of korean and english while i was trying to eat. -___-
But the food was nice~ Heh.
N kyochan asked me today what made me laugh/crack me up and he was so amused when i pointed straight at him. LOl. Oh~ and according to his mum, he has been practising taeyeon [만약에] on cello recently but he just refuses to play for me! Shall have to bribe him with computer games. Ha.
Ok gotta do my stuff quick because i got dragged out by my jie to watch [ironman] later cos he said that he will have no friends left after i go korea so supposed to meet more..Lol.
ps/I am so glad cos hy would be starting earlier than expected i.e tomorrow~ 아싸~